My consciousness has changed but my life and obligations haven’t caught up yet.
It becomes more noticeable when I’m working.
I think a great dissonance is felt when you know you need to be on a different path.
Separating what I want to do from what I should be doing and then taking action can be very difficult.
I think I need to be on a very spiritual path, one that is not very understood or accepted by modern society.
I think the more awake you become to how unconscious modern life is, the more you become exhausted by its superficiality….. and that exhaustion signals you to change.